My Truth

   I am a humble, reasonably intelligent 46 year old man.  I have no progeny and currently without female companionship.  While I am alone, I am not very lonely.  I am twice divorced, one was a great woman the first a total waste of biochemistry.  I like to think I am an honest person, I am flawed.  Occasionally I drink too much and I smoke but beyound that I am level headed and logical about most things.  I am a staunch believer in the scientific method and enjoy a spirited discussion on most any topic.  I love surf and turf and am of three ethnic derivations.  I was baptized in the Roman Catholic church but am lapsed in my faith.  I believe non Earth bound creatures are plausible, most likely possible considering the sheer size of the Galaxy let alone the Universe as a whole.  Have they been here, who knows.  If so it wasn't with Chemical rockets as we use today.
   Sometimes we just need to pour our hearts out, hoping someone is listening  "in this case reading".  I know I come across as brash, pessimistic, self righteous even arrogant at times in my writings.  Well you know what they say about judging...  The state of human nature stays on my mind constantly, I shouldn't care.  I read facebook and twitter and everyone seems to have a dog to chat about or moaning about the weather or a relationship status.  I personally don't give a fuck about that or much of anything else with the exception of why is man so absolutely evil in his relationship towards his fellow man.   I watch the news and I see RED.  Then I will go meditate or look out the window and contemplate the sheer joy and beauty that is nature and I calm down.
   I think of my existence being no more important to the Galaxy as the slime on an earthworm is to the bird who will eat it on a warm rainy day.  I think Plato got it right with his Cave theory and I believe in Occam's razor.  So what really matters?  Politics, Religion, Wealth, Family, Sex, Life or Death?  I am no authority on anything but I do know that these 7 issues are what consume most of our thoughts and emotions.
   I am trying so hard to find the overall goodness that should be an innate quality in us all yet I reach for that which isn't seemingly there. I will probably go to my deathbed hoping for that, I dream of it yet it's always a disappointment when I see the world as it is when I awaken.
   If you are a lost kindred spirit and just wanna chat sometime "as no one ever comments on theses post's" feel free to reach out.  I'm always around, usually with some single malt and a camel.
Regards,
EveryManAndNoMan@comcast.net